Another Me ~the 5th year's curse~ Chapter 2 : Today

posted on 29 Aug 2012 08:38 by takamine-naru in AMt5ysc directory Fiction, Diary
อีกวันกับการหนีออกห่างจากสังคม
ฉันนั่งคอยวันเวลาที่จะเลือนหายไปจากโลกใบนี้
 
 
 
 
 
การที่ 'ต้องเผชิญหน้ากับสิ่งที่กลัวที่สุดทุก ๆ วัน'
หากกล่าวไปเช่นนั้น ฉันคงจะได้รับการเชิดชูให้เป็นบุคคลที่กล้าหาญที่สุด
แต่แล้วก็ไม่ใช่...
เพราะ สิ่งที่ฉันกลัวที่สุด ก็คือ 'ผู้คน'
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ฟังดูบ้าบอดีสินะ
 
 
 
 
 
แต่ความกลัวคืออะไรกันล่ะ?
สิ่งต่าง ๆ ที่เรารู้สึกกันไปเอง คิดคำนึงกันไปเองว่ามันน่ากลัว
 
หากมองดูดี ๆ แล้วสิ่งที่น่ากลัวที่สุดนั้น คือ ตัวของเราเองต่างหาก
ตัวเรา ผู้สามารถสร้างและทำลายทุกอย่างได้ดั่งใจต้องการ
ไม่น่ากลัวกว่าความมืด ภูติผีปีศาจ สัตว์ร้ายที่มีพิษสงหรือ?
 
 
 
 
 
ฤดูกาลหมุนเวียนไป เฉกเช่นกาลเวลาที่เปลี่ยนแปลง
กรอบไม้หลากสีที่มีเพียงความว่างเปล่า
เกล็ดหิมะที่ประดับประดาอย่างร้อนรน
ดอกไม้สีฟ้าที่ร่วงโรย
ทั้งหมดนั้นก็ยังไม่มีค่าเท่ากับสิ่งที่ฉันรู้สึก ณ เวลานี้
 
 
 
 
 
รอคอยวันเวลา
ยามที่ฝนตกหนักอีกครั้ง
เราจะได้พบกันอีก พร้อมกับความหนักอึ้งในจิตใจสีขุ่นมัวที่พร้อมจะระบายออกมา
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edit @ 29 Aug 2012 09:00:15 by Snow Tiara

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